The Power of Words

When we were just little kids, We always are given what we asked for We scream, we cry, we roll over on the ground just to get people's attention We got mad if they care about anything more than us We don't know what losing means We assume that what we want, we get We were too naive to realize that this world is definitely not a wish granting factory. Then we grow up, We learn that live is not just black and white Day by day we learn that our life is not actually ours, A part of the growing up process is letting go Letting go of your personal needs and wants for the sake of greater goods Letting go of your rage and anger for the sake of dignity Letting go of your little sound in the heart whispering to get things you wanted by any means necessary for the sake of integrity Letting go of your dreams for the sake of being a good loving son. Now that you are old enough to understand that this world does nothing but drain you out and there's nothing you can do,...

A friend once told me, “do whatever you want but regret nothing”. At that moment, I thought that was just something she would say to shut me up from complaining about how messed up my life was. Although this is never easy to admit, I was indeed wrong. That sentence actually makes perfect sense. A little piece of us die every time we think about the “what if”. Regretting the choices we did not take, contemplating the decisions we did not make, and pondering results that will never be real do nothing but harm. It does not give us the power to turn back the time nor second chance to redo it all over. All it does is just take a piece of your soul away with every question. What would happen if I had studied harder? What would happen if I had prayed more? What would happen if I had chosen to love him? What would happen if I did not make the vow? What would happen if I were born somewhere else? What would happen if I chose a different major? What would happen if I n...

The words you say define who you are The words you say mend broken hearts The words you say hold thousand meanings The words you say help those in needs The words you say are just words The words you say stab friends The words you say ruin a life The words you say define the future you The words you don’t say reflect the real you The words you don’t say diminish drama The words you don’t say make you stronger The words you don’t say can protect hearts The words you don’t say cost you much The words you don’t say take away your happiness The words you don’t say change your path The words you don’t say define the future you To say or not to say

Highschool. A place where I learnt and taught A place where I laughed and cried A place where I loved and be loved A place where I hated and be hated A place where I hurt and got hurt A place where I fell and climbed A place where I made mistakes and forgave A place where I said hello and sadly, goodbye A place where I met friends and lost them A place of so many most memorable things in my life Thankyou highschool Check out this original soundtrack that me and my highschool friends made Along with our very own movie PROMISE  

As the time flies, Flower blooms Leafs leave their branches Seasons come and go As the time flies, Everyone grows up People come and go They change, you too As the time flies, There's nothing you can do Learn from the past Embrace the future

At times, You just can't believe that humans are created according to God's image, can you? I mean how could you, when all you see around you are people hiding: Jealousy behind each compliments Truth behind little offensive jokes Lie behind each smiles Pride behind thankful prayers Egoistic thought behind "are you okay?" Complacency behind "i'll try my best" Unsincere wish based on fomality behind "goodluck" And just too many other stuff to list down. The lie, the drama, the viscious-cycle. It just never ends.

She tried so hard to be pretty?  So what? there are too many pretty girls out there and she will never be the prettiest  She tried so hard to be smart?  So what? there are geniuses out there that even her smartest point will never beat  She tried so hard to be kind?  Yes that's good, but then so what? there are still a lot of good people out there that she can never replace  So, what can she do?  She can be the best version of her she can be Yes, that's it Because only she knows her capabilities and only she can be the best version of herself, no one else That's the one special thing about you

Time. Time is the cruelest of all It takes away the things we thought will last It corrupts sweet memories while in the same time preserves bad memories all too well It snatches dreams, hope, and love Seeming as if it makes you grow up, it actually changes you, forcing you to suit your dreams with others' expectation It makes you forget the thing that gives you the strength to take your very first step sometimes it even has the power to manipulate your position on the love you have once given and received It takes away your importance in people's heart and mind, replacing you like you're nothing but a vapor in the wind That's what time does best Turning every single thing into trivial pieces of memory puzzle But don't worry, time is very fair It allows no one to hide and get away You can't protect anyone from time not even yourself Whatcha gonna do, then? tick tock tick tock

As I drove home earlier, I can't stop my mind from wandering while my foot and hand manuver through the traffic jam. The radio is on, the song not making much sense. Maybe it's just my head being too loud. Maybe it's the fact that something in me miss typing and writing stories. For now, this will have to be enough. Have you ever wonder if you truly know yourself? Sometimes you are the quiet girl in the class your teacher expect you to be. Or you are the kind girl who help those in need your church expect you to be. Sometimes you are the wisest, most considerate person a friend can ever wish for. One day you are the class clown, the one bigger than life itself, lifting people up. In another day, you just laugh out loud without any reason. Some other times, you are just one mean,selfish,cocky human being. You smile when they are looking. You put on a brave face for the sake of image. You wear the clothes they say suits you. You buy the make up they chose f...

Through pain,  I learned how to survive Through trials, I learned how to be a grown up Trough sorrow, I learned how to be independent  Through betrayal, I learned how to keep my words  Through tears, I learned how to keep my emotion in check

little do you know this life is not a fairytale it doesnt necessarily have a happy ending it is not even fair most of the time sometimes, you got to admit even with your best effort its just not enough even when u had tried your best you could fail even if you give it your all people doesn't appreciate that little do you know this life is full of hatred and dissapointment people who you trust most lies people who you love most betrays people who you depend on leaves little do you know this life is short but should it really be meaningless?

If your life has a shut down button,  Will you press it everytime you are forced to get out of your comfort zone?  Will you press it whenever people offends you?  Will you press it after you made a mistake? Will you press it when things seem to fall apart?  Will you press it knowing that the cost is that you will forget? Better yet, Will you ever turn it back on?

Hey girl, Don't fear the rush of emotions you get in whatever form they may be. Embrace them, hold on tight to them for as much as you can for you don't understand yet how priceless they are. Hey girl, It's okay, let them come, let it all course through your vein freely. Be crazy when you are excited Cry your eyes out when you are sad Get that cramps all over your stomach when you laugh Talk to your people when you are depressed Love like you have never known lost before Write poems when you are dissapointed You are supposed to do just that. Hey girl, I know that you've been told that growing up means managing your emotions. Indeed it is. However please understand that it is not blocking your emotions from coming. It is not letting yourself feel any of it less Go now girl, Soar above your emotions, let it consume you just a bit because once you loose them, once you go numb and all you know is emptiness, there's just no turning back from that.

In her eyes I found unconditional love In her arms I found warmth In her prayers I learnt that the best thing you can do for someone you love  is to pray for them In her seemingly annoying texts I know that I am loved In her scoldings I figured that it is one of the many languages of love She is not perfect She made mistakes She sometimes fail to understand us Nevertheless, her love is one of the best thing anyone can ever hope for And for that, she deserves your everything