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Note To Self

"But sometimes, I'm just tired of trying.
Tired of being the one who cares the most
Tired of being the only one who seems to put 100% in it
Tired of being the one everyone depends on
Tired of living up to each and every one of those expectation
Tired of never making my dream comes true
Tired of figuring out what life means"

Is that you?
Is that what you feel today?
Have you ever thought that before?
Lots of us have
Here's some secret for you;
YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

You're gonna be okay.
Just don't give up just yet
You are called to give more for you've been given more
If you can do it, don't run from it
Go and seize those opportunity
For then one day, you'll understand what it's worth.

Your every sacrifices
Your every tears
Your every just one more time struggle
It matters.
You might not know it now, but you matter.

Keep your head held high
Keep on the good fight you're fighting
It's okay to tell your trusted one what you're facing
There's bound to be lots of people that care, but only if you reach out.

Here's what I know,
whatever it is, in the end,
You are gonna be just fine.

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  1. Anonymous14 October 2018 at 09:06

    Nooooope. Definite nope.
    Indeed, optimism has its own perks and all, making you:
    - see the positive outlook in life
    - believe in another chance
    - continue to pursue your goals without looking back

    But it kills you.

    The world isn't that simple and beautiful of a place. Attempting to continuously find hope in the midst of despair can only lead you to the worst of outcomes, and all of this due to your stupidly optimistic life choices.

    Indeed, it can make you achieve what you never thought you could, reaching for greater heights, but is that what you want? A dead soul whose purpose in life is so artificial and fabricated through strings of lies?

    "One thing that can be the ultimate remedy for the soul. Content." (Terisno, 2018, Jan 10)
    Optimism isn't the best option you've got. No. It's realism.

    Look at reality and try to see what's wrong with it. If it's not feasible to fix in the first place, why bother? You're not the person with the best skills in the world. Others can repair this wretched race of humanity much better than you.

    You're worthless.

    Once you've got that kind of mentality, you'll realize that life is probably meaningless, but at least now, you'll be able to see the true face of life that has been hidden from your optimistic way of life this entire time.

    So what to do now?

    Well, if you've understood just how void of meaning your life truly is, you might want to follow the wise words from Regret (TPOW): "do whatever you want but regret nothing". Then maybe, just maybe, you'll be able to go through life just OK.

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    1. The Power of Words25 October 2018 at 10:46

      there's a difference in being unrealistically optimistic and having a hope. One vibrant hope that gives you the power to go through it all. The one real hope that helps you to understand the purpose of this life. Hope that comes from the all knowing creator Himself. Hope held by the almighty hand that design all lives. Yours and mind.

      Thank you very much for reading!
      I appreciate your opinion and comment very much
      Stay tune for more :)

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